:: Wednesday, January 26, 2005 ::

back - prompted by the thought that i might share this address with you -
why is it that the thought of total strangers viewing this has no effect on me?
BUT the thought of someone i know - or worse yet care about - seeing me out here naked is terrifying. all fear of looking bad :-)

i go back to the beginning & view my life & love & pain & inquiries & joy & it all blurs together ... seems like yesterday or today or tomorrow ... so much seems the same verbally but i know myself as a new woman each day - words do not seems to capture the subtle differences in who i am. the word love meaning a million things, the rawness always a new flavor of vulnerablability.

today i suck in the richness of it all and blush as i hold my finger over the send button that will place it in plain view - holding my breath for a moment wishing i was more or different or deeper or better or anything other than my simple words twisted out on a keyboard.

enjoy it, darling ... it is me ... for whatever it is worth.



:: Kym 11:10 AM [+] ::
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