:: Sunday, October 27, 2002 ::

a month ... how much has happened in the month?
i had a birthday ... a big damn fabulous birthday ... spent just the way i wanted (thank you, each of you, for your part in it ... i am so damn blessed i think)... all about me ... i celebrated for a week & 1/2 & tampa international g&l film festival was in town in the whole time i celebrated my birthday i might note, such a coincidence - every year they do it for my birthday .. thank you film festival people! ... night after night of independent film ...the old filmaker in me can't get enough ... enjoying each screen, going night after night .. worn out at the end but seeing moving images in my head again .... art happens in my head again now ...
& is turning older hard? nah, just harder to explain the excitment ... gawd, i am so excited to be alive still (remember those of you who told me i'd never live to see 30 .. take this...) ... did you know that gandhi was a libra too? i think i partied for him too ...
so i am alive & my father is very sick ... he is 78 tomorrow ... cycles ... & i keep learning ...
learned? i awoke this morning with a clear head & a fresh feeling (perhaps why i am back to the blogging ...) i have things to do ...
it is never what it seems, it just is what it is ... learning about integrity ... i keep finding places i am out of integrity .. o it is never where i suspect it is ... always in the hidden recesses of my mind ... things to do - things to clean up ... things that become less important vs. things that become more important .. how much time i waste on things that are just not important ...

a birthday ... review .. review ... review ...

on fire again ... people to see, people to find, things to do ...
:: Kym 10:47 AM [+] ::
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